Sweet Friend

Sweet Friend

From the days of my youth

I never saw anyone so sweet and smooth

I never saw sweetness around

Until I met you my sweet friend

I just long to love you

I just crave to care for you

I just want to feel you

Be mine forever I kneel and pray you

Sweetest is the pain that you cause

Loveliest is the love that you pause

You are lucky, for, me you choose

I am happy for God brought us close

Lets be friends forever

Sharing love each other

I like you friend

A glance…

All your steps have left
Many marked memories in my mind
For I loved watching you walk
In and around my mind

All your few words have left
Many sweet memories in my heart
For I loved hearing you talk
Words that touch my heart

You used to travel in my mind
When I was jobless and in leisure
Now you travel all the while
As you have made an abode in my mind

Without my knowledge you swayed my mind
Without my consent you stole my peace
Without my approval you entered my world
Without my senses you sensed my soul

All this happened just at a glance
A glance that tossed my balance

Friend

Be my sweet Friend

I will be your sweet friend
Caring and loving till the end
I will change everything as you wish
If only you remain sweet and my bliss

I will lead life alone till my last breath
I will love you truly…love you beyond death
You were my solace and comfort in distress
Be my sweet, loving friend and soul mistress

Miss you

Miss You

You’ve brightened up my life
With the kindness you’ve shown
With my love and care
Hope you too share the same feelings

It’s a nice feeling to be in love
It’s amazing to lead a life with love
I have been never so happy
For today I feel I am loved

Your presence makes me feel so special
My heart overflows with love
Every time I hurt you, I am lost
Every moment I am alive, I miss you

dreams

Last night I didn’t sleep

Last night I didn’t sleep
You hurt and made me weep
I was just around you all the day
You just ignored me just like clay

I had given you all the preference
My love my care and reverence
You went on hurting me time and again
Yet I loved you bearing all the pain

I had rested all my hope on your love
So I was happy with all the hurting and pain
Truth is bitter but its better to know it
Life seems death after we split.

Last night I didn’t sleep, I could not sleep
As I was preparing myself to sleep the last sleep

Lost in Love

Lost in Finding…!!!

I do not know what I would find in you
If I live for you
Neither do I know what I will get
If I die for you
I had loved thee with all my might
Lost myself in doing so
I had revered thee with all my heart
Found nothing in my search
Why this happens to me
When I am good in spite of all odds
Though I found nothing in my search
I found that I was lost in my finding

My life thou art.....

You make my life

You have got the looks to tempt me
You have got the magic to mesmerize me
You have got the books to read me
You have got the logic to love me

You are truly lovable
You are such a good person to live with
You are really sweet
You are the much awaited girl of my happiness

You have got the power to redeem me
You have got the right to sway me
You have got a lover in you
You have the might to make me

You are truly wonderful
You are such nice being to spend time with
You are really a wonder
You are the person in whom I will find life

I love Him

I love him

I THINK THIS IS WHAT YOUR MIND BABLES WHEN ALL ALONE

Now have a peep into my jumbled thoughts:

I never measured my wealth
Until God gave me you
I was not rich till I found you
I believe in you
Though you have ceased to believe in yourself
There are many feelings not spoken
They see that friendship won’t be broken
My heart was simple and naked
You have clothed my heart
It shines now with a jewel
I love to hug you
For your touch brightens my day
Lightens my burden
Makes me to taste heaven
You have been a wall to my heart
Caring for me from all the sides
Allowing me to lean on when in tension
I will be above you to give shade
When you are stressed and tired
I will be below you
Just to catch when you fall
I will be around you
Just to hug you when you lose control
I will be beside you
When you need someone to show the way
I will be ahead of you
Just to take on me all the troubles
I will walk with you
Just to make you comfortable and merry
I will talk to you always
Just to engulf your worries
Its seems we may never reach the destiny together
Though far we will be connected
Do not have any regulations to love me
For you will never regret for loving me
You would regret if you do not love me
For sooner or later you will know how true my love is

I know I hurt you my dear

I know I hurt you my dear

I feel low just because…
I'm not like the way you are
As many things I wished to do…didn’t
But I continue learning
I never meant to hurt you
And I knew it would hurt you
Yet I did… I know not what to do…
Know not why I do…so helpless
But I love thee truly …selfless

I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
I'm really sorry that I hurt you
It was something I lived with everyday
I did love you… yet I hurt you
I wish that I could take it all away
All the pain I put you through
I will never hurt you again
I will never make you drop a tear
Now I need you to hear
I've found myself in you

I have fallen in love to rise in life
You knew me through and through
Yet one side of me you didn't know
I hurt you not because I wanted to
I ignored you not becoz I wished to
All I did because I loved you…..

I feel

I feel…..

I feel lost…when you are away
I feel lost....as I lose thy sway
I know not what is to be loved and be lonely
As I loved truly…and I still…really

Now I know what is to be forlorn
For l loved thee and thy presence
I feel lost now as you are far away
I feel lost…as I lose my way….

I was tired of being what you wanted me to be
I thought being so, I could win you
You just went on with your ways…
Not reciprocating my love…you just went on and on

All I did was more like me and less like you
You just could not digest my love… rare
I was, just like the way you wanted me to be
You just would not mind my care

So I tried to express myself in my own way
Yet you just remembered to forget me…just like clay
I tried all the simple ways on earth
Still I doubt was any dearth…?

I know you are just-like-me
With someone who just seem to show care
I tried to be just like others
But I was the loser…in all the games

I thought my heart could never break
Now I know that's one big mistake
Everything on my way I take
Just to please my love…love’s sake

I refused to give up, I refuse to give in
You were everything and you are…
I will never give up my love sublime
Though you hurt me every time

I may end up failing too…just like you
Though I feel my love is true
But I promise… swear by me
Till I breathe…I will love thee

I am lost

I am lost…!
I just can not believe
That you are the reason
I just can not digest
That you cheat me like this
I'm-tired of being what you want me to be
Still…believe me… not tired of loving thee
Don’t know why I feel
Why I feel like this
Feeling so faithless and deceived
Lost-under the banner of Friendship
Don't know what you're thinking of me
I doubt…what am I to you?
Put-under the pressure…to love you?
Making you to walk in my shoe?
Teaching you to love…the beloved?
I am lost for you have lost me!
Loved ones become lost ones?
I think I was always last to be loved!
After all, I was the last option
Every step that I took to love you
Seems now is a mistake
I wonder... my heart… love can break!
I’ve become so numb
Just because I can not believe that you hurt me
Every second that I spent for you
Reminds me to go back to you
If you had really looked into my eyes
You would have seen what you mean to me
Now its up to you make me or mar me
I have really lost…I have lost all that I have
All the dreams…aspirations…thoughts…feelings and mind
I wonder now…how you will get me back.
How will you console me?
How will you tell me that you love me truly?
God was a failure in me to tell you that I love thee
I pity God… Let him inspire you himself…
Let him love thee….to love me…
I will stop to love you….only if…
Only if God stops, to love you my angel
I will love thee even if GOD fails…
This is my promise… and I pay the price of my life to keep it.

I feel