I Feel...

I feel…..

I feel lost…when you are away
I feel lost....as I lose thy sway
I know not what is to be loved and be lonely
As I loved truly…and I still…really

Now I know what is to be forlorn
For l loved thee and thy presence
I feel lost now as you are far away
I feel lost…as I lose my way….

I was tired of being what you wanted me to be
I thought being so, I could win you
You just went on with your ways…
Not reciprocating my love…you just went on and on

All I did was more like me and less like you
You just could not digest my love… rare
I was, just like the way you wanted me to be
You just would not mind my care

So I tried to express myself in my own way
Yet you just remembered to forget me…just like clay
I tried all the simple ways on earth
Still I doubt was any dearth…?

I know you are just-like-me
With someone who just seem to show care
I tried to be just like others
But I was the loser…in all the games

I thought my heart could never break
Now I know that's one big mistake
Everything on my way I take
Just to please my love…love’s sake

I refused to give up, I refuse to give in
You were everything and you are…
I will never give up my love sublime
Though you hurt me every time

I may end up failing too…just like you
Though I feel my love is true
But I promise… swear by me
Till I breathe…I will love thee

I've learned....

I've learned....

I've learned.... Life is beautiful as it’s difficult
There’s always a shower after thunder
Pains that we take to live life to the full
Will gain us happiness and health
I've learned.... Every day we are one day short of life

We waste today thinking of tomorrow
Every day we think of the next day
And we hardly get days to live
I've learned.... It’s good that God doesn’t give all that we ask
For we ask even things that aren’t needed

We always want celebrations to celebrate life
But we forget the daily happenings that make life so spectacular.
I've learned.... Hurry will never take us anywhere
Goodness and promptness will

One day at a time will burry all the worry
Even God did not do all in one day

True lies

True lies

I did not believe what my eyes told
I know they show nothing but limitation
I ignored my mind, rejected my reason time and again
For I know I can never love thee if I follow the reason

I looked with my understanding
I found nothing understandable
I know your eyes don’t lie even if they want to lie
Yet I favored my heart always and killed my reason
I brutally butchered my conscience
Just to love you beyond everything
I ignored the people who truly loved me cared for me
And was busy proving my truelove to you day and night
Though you were wrong in all that you did
I bribed my own self to see you always right
I challenged God the true love in proving my love to you
I dethroned Him and crowned you as my God, as my love
All my truths have become lies and your lies truth
And I have lost my self in making your lies true
No one will love thee not even God if you do not love yourself
You can cheat all even God but you can never cheat yourself

WHY...?

WHY...?

I loved you with all my heart
I showed you utmost care
I cared for you every moment
But you fool me every day…why?
I beautified all that you liked
I did all that you asked to
I gave you all that you loved
But you fool me every moment … why?
I have not hidden anything from you
I share all that I feel and all that I am
I trust you more than God and me
But you fool me every time … why?
I have not forced you to love me
I have given you freedom to be you
Yet you are not what you ought to be
You just fool me time and again…why?

My Happiness

My Happiness

I think of you
As I open my eyes
All day long you are in my mind
In you my heart has found a friend
If I close my eyes
You come in my dream
To win you I will run every race
In you my mind has found a solace
Sans you my mind ceases to be, dear
Be my happiness for ever and ever

Yours forever

Yours forever

When you stumble on the way
I will hold your hand
When you bump into my arms
I will carry you along

When you stand by me

I will hug you with love
Even if you break my heart

I will never break thine
When puzzled, with eyes full of questions

I will linger around you just to calm you

when all the doors get closed
I will lead you to a new path
When you stare at me

I will thank god for the wonder of my being
When you smile at me

I will thank him for the wonder of your creation
When you lay your head on my chest,
I will promise to be yours forever

when you say you can't live without me

I will be your lovely future

Let Happiness hug me today

HUG with LOVE

I need a hug today just to admire me
I need a hug today just to adore me
I need a hug today just to adjust me
I need a hug today just to assure me
Your touch can soothe my mind
Your presence can reassure me
Your sweet words can again bind
If only truly you love me as I love thee
I need a hug today just to belittle me
I need a hug today just to bear me
I need a hug today just to break me
I need a hug today just to befriend me
I love you really truly madly
Cheat me, hurt me, and mar me
Do whatever you like, only
If you love me truly and truly
I need a hug today just to console me
I need a hug today just to conquer me
I need a hug today just to convince me
I need a hug today just to confront me
You have stolen the peace within
Just to restore with an everlasting one
You have broken my heart within
Just to remind my mind of your true love
I need a hug today just to meet me
I need a hug today just to make me
I need a hug today just to mesmerize me
I need a hug today just to match me
I never allowed anyone to know me
I never craved for anyone’s company
I never longed for any love anytime
But you have won me over entirely
I need a hug today just to trust me
I need a hug today just to treat me
I need a hug today just to tempt me
I need a hug today just to torment me
You have filled joy in my routine
You have fascinated my whole being
You have fastened my wandering mind
As I have fallen to lift you up with love
I need a hug today just to feel me
I need a hug today just to fail me
I need a hug today just to face me
I need a hug today just to fathom me
I have found my lost self in thee
I have found life in thy friendship
I have found a friend for life
So I need a hug today…and I need it today
There is no tomorrow in my life
Say something today with love
If there is tomorrow I may not be there for you
Love me truly today if only you love

Flying Happiness

Oh lovely Butterfly...
Stay on... do not fly...
I love thy sight...
Delay thy flight.
You drive me mad with memories
You bring back my infant glories
Do not depart...
Come near...float
You are a true personification of Human happiness
If I try to catch thee... am helpless...
You never come into my hand
So float near me in thy own style...and on me land.
I have lot of mundane things to share with thee
Times that are dead and gone... find life in thee
Your presence revives me again
rejuanating is thy touch, Blessings rain.
So lovely Butterfly...
Linger on in my life... do not fly
Teach me to taste the eternal life that you live
let me digest the Good news you preach
So delay thy flight
For a while be in my sight.