The Gift of my Life

The Gift of my Life

My girl has laughter and smile
She warms my very being all the while
Her presence lifts My spirit
She is mine forever, I can’t forget

She is full of compassion, caring and rare
She make me to grow and share
My soul soars like an eagle in the right way
She is mine forever, come what may

She has such passion and desire
More powerful than anything I've ever known
In life I would never retire
She is just mine and my own

She is all love and warmth
Her voice takes my breath away
My heart swells with emotion, in heaven seventh
She is mine, can’t lose her sway

She is friendship and understanding
So pure and good, loving and caring
My whole being craves for her smile
For it makes me walk the extra mile

She is wonderful and God’s gift
She came while I was not expecting
She brought me so much joy and life itself
I will never lose, for I do not like repenting

Silent tears

I never knew that I would cry for someone
I had no reason to cry, I was not hurt either
I did shed few silent tears for the loved one
It all meant how much I need you for ever

Silent tears have a message that is vibrant
It’s a unique bonding that we share now
No word can define our relation pleasant
We are attached, know not why and how

I know that I have found someone in you
One whom I missed all my days and nights
Now that I know you, will I let you go?
Late tears but in right time and for person right

Late have I found thee my love…!
Fate can not separate us not even God above

Be Someone Deep Within

Someone who can silence the voices,
A friend for the silent and weak
Am different and expectations find me strange
I need to stand still fearless and speak.
Be someone deep within

Afraid to fail and afraid to win
Yet I want to walk that extra mile,
Failures are facts and victories seem dream
To move a mere inch I need your smile.
Be someone deep within

Life seems a journey, know not where I go
Tired and torn are the dreams, no home
I live as if am not alive, for all is blue
I understand yet fully confused, I fathom
Be someone deep within

I need someone to love
I need someone to be loved
I need someone to understand
I need someone to be understood
Be someone deep within

Without You

Without You

I shall wipe away the tears
Pushing aside all my fears I did love you truly and madly
But you forgot me very badly
I held you close to my heart
Every moment my love you forgot
I shall hold my little head high
Let me reach for the sky
End of a road is not life’s end
Yet its crucifixion: the betrayal of a friend.

Let God bless and let it rain
That would wash away the pain
I was hurt and hurt but not like this
I feel life is enough, death: let me kiss
I did love you and it happened so fast
You never loved and it could never last
true love was not true enough
With out you life seems tough

The feelings were really strong
But somehow wrong and everything wrong
Now that you are gone and I moan
How shall I carry on, pain creeps in on and on
You have striped my naked heart
And it would never make a fresh start
Without you I need to chase my dream
How shall I? For you are my dream’s cream
Now that you betray me time and again
Calm, composed and normal how shall I remain?
I have to hold my little head high
Without your aid to reach for the sky

I’m tempted

I’m tempted by your looks
I’m tempted by your smile
I’m tempted by you my friendI don't know what to do..?
I like you so much that I lose myself
I like to be with you to cherish your smile
I'm addicted to you, I’m tempted by you
I don't know what to do..?

I love to be crazy about you
I love to be around you

I love to cuddled by you, I’m tempted by you
I don't know what to do..?

Tell me what to do..?
You know the answer for you tempt me

If only you love me…

If only you love me…

I would beautify all that you like
I would nurture all that smiles at you
I would transform the world at your will
If only you love me truly madly and deeply

I would love to bear all the pain
I would love to do all without gain
I would love sacrifice to all the happiness
If only you love me truly madly and deeply

I would prefer the monotony of life to all ecstasies
I would prefer illness to all the health
I would prefer poverty to all the wealth
If only you love me truly madly and deeply

Fools are numberless yet you can count one
For I dare to be a fool if only you love me

I Feel...

I feel…..

I feel lost…when you are away
I feel lost....as I lose thy sway
I know not what is to be loved and be lonely
As I loved truly…and I still…really

Now I know what is to be forlorn
For l loved thee and thy presence
I feel lost now as you are far away
I feel lost…as I lose my way….

I was tired of being what you wanted me to be
I thought being so, I could win you
You just went on with your ways…
Not reciprocating my love…you just went on and on

All I did was more like me and less like you
You just could not digest my love… rare
I was, just like the way you wanted me to be
You just would not mind my care

So I tried to express myself in my own way
Yet you just remembered to forget me…just like clay
I tried all the simple ways on earth
Still I doubt was any dearth…?

I know you are just-like-me
With someone who just seem to show care
I tried to be just like others
But I was the loser…in all the games

I thought my heart could never break
Now I know that's one big mistake
Everything on my way I take
Just to please my love…love’s sake

I refused to give up, I refuse to give in
You were everything and you are…
I will never give up my love sublime
Though you hurt me every time

I may end up failing too…just like you
Though I feel my love is true
But I promise… swear by me
Till I breathe…I will love thee

I've learned....

I've learned....

I've learned.... Life is beautiful as it’s difficult
There’s always a shower after thunder
Pains that we take to live life to the full
Will gain us happiness and health
I've learned.... Every day we are one day short of life

We waste today thinking of tomorrow
Every day we think of the next day
And we hardly get days to live
I've learned.... It’s good that God doesn’t give all that we ask
For we ask even things that aren’t needed

We always want celebrations to celebrate life
But we forget the daily happenings that make life so spectacular.
I've learned.... Hurry will never take us anywhere
Goodness and promptness will

One day at a time will burry all the worry
Even God did not do all in one day

True lies

True lies

I did not believe what my eyes told
I know they show nothing but limitation
I ignored my mind, rejected my reason time and again
For I know I can never love thee if I follow the reason

I looked with my understanding
I found nothing understandable
I know your eyes don’t lie even if they want to lie
Yet I favored my heart always and killed my reason
I brutally butchered my conscience
Just to love you beyond everything
I ignored the people who truly loved me cared for me
And was busy proving my truelove to you day and night
Though you were wrong in all that you did
I bribed my own self to see you always right
I challenged God the true love in proving my love to you
I dethroned Him and crowned you as my God, as my love
All my truths have become lies and your lies truth
And I have lost my self in making your lies true
No one will love thee not even God if you do not love yourself
You can cheat all even God but you can never cheat yourself

WHY...?

WHY...?

I loved you with all my heart
I showed you utmost care
I cared for you every moment
But you fool me every day…why?
I beautified all that you liked
I did all that you asked to
I gave you all that you loved
But you fool me every moment … why?
I have not hidden anything from you
I share all that I feel and all that I am
I trust you more than God and me
But you fool me every time … why?
I have not forced you to love me
I have given you freedom to be you
Yet you are not what you ought to be
You just fool me time and again…why?

My Happiness

My Happiness

I think of you
As I open my eyes
All day long you are in my mind
In you my heart has found a friend
If I close my eyes
You come in my dream
To win you I will run every race
In you my mind has found a solace
Sans you my mind ceases to be, dear
Be my happiness for ever and ever

Yours forever

Yours forever

When you stumble on the way
I will hold your hand
When you bump into my arms
I will carry you along

When you stand by me

I will hug you with love
Even if you break my heart

I will never break thine
When puzzled, with eyes full of questions

I will linger around you just to calm you

when all the doors get closed
I will lead you to a new path
When you stare at me

I will thank god for the wonder of my being
When you smile at me

I will thank him for the wonder of your creation
When you lay your head on my chest,
I will promise to be yours forever

when you say you can't live without me

I will be your lovely future

Let Happiness hug me today

HUG with LOVE

I need a hug today just to admire me
I need a hug today just to adore me
I need a hug today just to adjust me
I need a hug today just to assure me
Your touch can soothe my mind
Your presence can reassure me
Your sweet words can again bind
If only truly you love me as I love thee
I need a hug today just to belittle me
I need a hug today just to bear me
I need a hug today just to break me
I need a hug today just to befriend me
I love you really truly madly
Cheat me, hurt me, and mar me
Do whatever you like, only
If you love me truly and truly
I need a hug today just to console me
I need a hug today just to conquer me
I need a hug today just to convince me
I need a hug today just to confront me
You have stolen the peace within
Just to restore with an everlasting one
You have broken my heart within
Just to remind my mind of your true love
I need a hug today just to meet me
I need a hug today just to make me
I need a hug today just to mesmerize me
I need a hug today just to match me
I never allowed anyone to know me
I never craved for anyone’s company
I never longed for any love anytime
But you have won me over entirely
I need a hug today just to trust me
I need a hug today just to treat me
I need a hug today just to tempt me
I need a hug today just to torment me
You have filled joy in my routine
You have fascinated my whole being
You have fastened my wandering mind
As I have fallen to lift you up with love
I need a hug today just to feel me
I need a hug today just to fail me
I need a hug today just to face me
I need a hug today just to fathom me
I have found my lost self in thee
I have found life in thy friendship
I have found a friend for life
So I need a hug today…and I need it today
There is no tomorrow in my life
Say something today with love
If there is tomorrow I may not be there for you
Love me truly today if only you love

Flying Happiness

Oh lovely Butterfly...
Stay on... do not fly...
I love thy sight...
Delay thy flight.
You drive me mad with memories
You bring back my infant glories
Do not depart...
Come near...float
You are a true personification of Human happiness
If I try to catch thee... am helpless...
You never come into my hand
So float near me in thy own style...and on me land.
I have lot of mundane things to share with thee
Times that are dead and gone... find life in thee
Your presence revives me again
rejuanating is thy touch, Blessings rain.
So lovely Butterfly...
Linger on in my life... do not fly
Teach me to taste the eternal life that you live
let me digest the Good news you preach
So delay thy flight
For a while be in my sight.

……crazy about you

……crazy about you
Life is a daily death after you flew
Your departure, in my life was a waterloo
All that you said seems very untrue
I am still crazy about you
Days seem very blue
Moments cease to be happy and true
Love betrays every moment without clue
I am still crazy about you
Feelings overflow with no rescue
Memories come in queue
Haunting the mind that is true
I am still crazy about you

Friend who never betrays

Friend who never betrays
All your words have made me silent
All your promises are now void and null
Mind is still now, though it was violent
With your memories broken heart is full
All my dared dreams have come to an end
All the lovely paths that I dreamt of are shut
I was sure and I am that you are life’s friend
But every time I try to join the hope of life you cut
All the joys in life now seem irritation and torture
Love and Hope that I had have become just fiction
Now I know living in the realm of feeling has no future
Present reality has made me to forget resurrection
All that is done now silence is my only solace
For silence is the only friend who never betrays

Dare to Dream...

Dare to Dream...
Every person you meet
Might pull you down
But not your dreams
Everyone you live with
May discourage you on your way
Dreams would never
Instead, they will enhance thy interest
Circumstances might mar you
And block the road you wish to travel
Cherished dreams will lift you up in life
Dreams are the blueprint of who you are
They come from your soul to make you whole
Let our hearts set the goals
Let the mind remain dedicated
Let’s dare to dream

Eyes don’t lie

Eyes don’t lie
Eyes do not lie
We can withhold our feelings
We can color them in our words
We can change our face
We can tell umpteen types of lies
But I really pity the Eyes
For they can not lie

Eyes do not lie
We can hide the truth within
We can mesmerize the mind
We can act just to cheat
We can prove wrong as we narrate
But I really pity the Eyes
For they can not lie

Eyes do not lie
We can recreate the situation
We can wear faces that fade
We smile without showing vile
We can do all that we want to
But I really pity the Eyes
For they can not lie

I wonder why and how
People without eyes are so truthful….
So I really pity the eyes that can see
Even if they want they can not lie
For Eyes don’t lie

True Feeling....!

"There is a part of me so natural

That feels I am different from everyone else.

Something that I can't quite see,

Something that I can't quite feel,

......somthing so real, yet unreal".

This is what our mind babbles when all alone

We think that we know all, yet we are confused

We feel we've everthing around us, yet feel abandoned

There's a feel of loneliness, emptiness, nothingness.....

Sometines we feel we know...where we are from...

Sometimes we feel directionless and aimless...

There's the feel of life when dear ones suround us...

And the aridity kills us while pain is around us

We'll never know,

Whatever it is,

I know for sure,

We can never let these feeling vanish.

We know when we think

Even when others think for us

There's always this war

between the Real and the Unreal

Life in a Mess

Gone are the days of happiness
Once you said goodbye, am lifeless
Only sorrow comes my way
My mind is out of my sway

I was never interested in anyone all my youth
I found you so sweet and smooth
I could not but fall for your simplicity
Now that you have quit, am in complexity

What have I not done to keep you happy...?
What made you to quit my love and company...?
Whay can't you use your reason now...?
Will I be happy without you...How...?

No one would love you as i did, am sure
Not even God...For you are my future

Just let down by Love.....

She wants to say goodbye
I really do not know why...
Heart is full of pain and sigh
I feel she hates to console and lift me high

She wants to say goodbye
I really do not know why...
Never want to take turn to try
Adn stop me cry...but why...?

It seems even my death is useless
To restore her confidence back in action
And my life to dispel the darkness
And separate the fact from fiction

I feel as thogh I want to die
For I can't console myself and lie
I have no problem that she has no regret
But how can I forget..? I just can't forget

I feel God cheats me from above
I just feel let down by love
Without her... I doubt the God above
For I can not live without love