Why deny me a chance...?

Why deny me a Chance…?

It isn’t fair, if you deny me a Chance….
A chance to relive, a chance to turn back time
A chance to change a single slice of my past
A chance to have a moment with you
A moment that I could hold it close forever,
A moment that would always last
Why deny me a chance then…?

I would die to live it, I would do it in your favor
Just a moment, then I would go on my own crazy way
For you are not destined to be mine,
Even you wouldn’t stay
But God would not deny me that moment
A moment in your life, a moment to be thine.
Why deny me a chance then…?

It isn’t fair, for you to go ahead in life
Without honoring my request
In my heart I'm building a little library,
With your words, words that made me
The words that you used to greet me
Would you just let them die away..?
Why deny me a chance then…?

I would die one day as you think
You memories would see no death
Why would you let me go without..?
My little library would remind me of you
Here or there…I'll never ever forget you
No one would want to lose such a soul
Why deny me a chance then…?

My life is back...

My life is back ….

I thank the world for waiting for me
My days of sadness have passed away

I have somehow rediscovered myself
My days of goodness will be found

Perhaps only in my friends
Friends whom I had forgotten for a while
I thank from my heart for waiting for me

Now that the life is at hand
Will I not seize the day, make my mark?
I would not stand and wait to be seen
Rather would do what needs to be done
Would love to take my life for a ride
Go and get and take what I need
Grasp the urge and make life mine

The time is now; I have to live my life
I hesitated to take the chance
Rather dwelt on the same old attachment
I regretted from the moment I expected
I forgot that I had one life to live, many to love
I didn’t make it count and ignored many
Hesitating again and again, to feel alive

A self-invented self-portrait cheated on me
And failed to please neither God nor me
For I forgot to love myself and revere
I let someone else do what belonged to me
Allowed the world to think for me
Never heeded my inspiration from life
Killed every moment that came along for change

I swam in the ocean of false hope.
Swam in the ocean of repeated failure
I swam in the ocean of tears, in futile effort
I will let the music play on and on
I need to dance and sing and scream
Happiness is my way, so I can dance
And live my dream for I am alive again

Wedding Poem

Life has never been that terrific
Until I met you my dear Mesmerick
My heart beat was stolen by your look, mesmeric
Now it beats tick...tick…a melodious music
I fell for your smile so aesthetic

It was just a personification of my feelings
Your sweet words expressed my dreams
What else I need, I could not but fell in love
It’s the day of my life, a day of union
More of life will come than I can hold

A flood no mortal witness can withstand.
Our love will grow young as we grow old.
It’s the day of my life: I am happy to say I Do
As you hold me you will hear my heart sing I love you

Wedding Poem

I had all I needed and wanted
Yet, someone I was missing
Heart craving for something
Once I met you, my life was painted
You replaced all that was missing
Your love and care became everything

Now that you hold my hand
Sun in my life will rise and shine
The stars will smile at night
You are my life, heaven at hand
Am thine and you will always be mine
God has showered us with love, never to depart

All my happiness goes out to you

Pride and pleasure, joy, sweet tears, and love
Reason, hope, and faith together move
In harmony to bless all that we do
Let’s stay entrapped in love forever
Loving and caring each other

Life is....

Life is…
(Corporate life)

Life is that which I never live
Life is, to get up in the morning
Washing myself, using natural water
Though I pay for each drop every month
Eating food that I never grow
Bought from the ration on credit
I leave “my house” in the morning
Dressed neatly in cloths that I bought
Not by cash but in credit card
I travel by car that is on loan
That runs on fuel again from credit card
To the office that is not mine
To do the job that’s never mine
Yet depend on it for the livelihood
As it pays for all my needs
I spend the whole day in the office
For which somebody else pays the rent
I return to “my house” in the evening
That I leave empty half of my life
And spend my life paying EMIs to the bank
Life goes on…Life goes on as it always
And I think everything that I have is mine
And everyday is, a dream come true
But when the actual realization dawns
That I dream my life and forget to live the dream
Time will have no time for me to wait…
And I will depart from my life
Life that I never lived…

My World

My World

I lived my life without you
For life wasn’t about breaths
That I breathed in, in one moment
It was about real moments with you
That took my breath away

Happy and sad, glad and bad
I savor my life in moments
Once I let you inside me, my life
It’s about the little things you share
That make me grow everyday

When you are not here it’s not only me
But my words my touch and my dreams
And even my thoughts miss thee
You may be a person to the world
But you are the world to me

I believe

I believe

I waited and waited
For somebody who was never mine
Now I know it was worth waiting
For I realized thou art mine
Now I believe in love
For I believe in thee

It’s you who made me believe
Made me believe in love,
I used to mull over death meanwhile
But your love made me believe in life
Sometimes it’s hard to put feelings into words
It was a tacit relationship I shared with you

Every single minute I missed you
It was a pain for no gain then
Yet I was happy with my half
Life was happy sad, missing you often
Now that you know my craze
I feel I need my better half

Missing you more with every passing day
For a part of my being is in you
I do not want to miss myself when you aren’t around
I would never allow any opportunity to vanish
Without you tasting my love sublime
Give me my part and let me live again

Missing you makes me so complete
It’s because I find in you all that I miss in me
Its was apt for God to keep my love in you
I would never let you go, if you do not want to go
For the world should never question God’s approach
You are destined to be mine at least for a moment, if not life time

Thou art mine...!

Thou art mine…!

I know you are mine forever
I feel you are created for me
I would love you ever
For Thou art mine and destined to be
I know thou art mine….!

You talk like you would stay
And never leave me lost and broken
You care like you would never go away
And make my small world, heaven
I know thou art mine….!

I never thought you would be my friend
But it’s a dream that I live now
For you have befriended my mind
And made me poet, don’t know how
I know thou art mine….!

God is being good to me with your presence
He never gave me anything that I wanted
You became my need in Love’s absence
For God never divested me of all that I needed
I know thou art mine….!

Every time I wish something
Just like that its gets taken away
You are my heavenly bliss and everything
No one can snatch you from my sway
I know thou art mine….!

If you want me to be honest...

If you want me to be honest...

If you want me to be honest

I will tell you the truth

I am falling in love with you.
When I see your eyes
I lose my entire ego, falling at thy feet
I beg to bless me with thy eyes
When I see that angelic smile on thy face
I fall on my knees to smile upon me
And bless me with gift of love
I don't want to scare you

I don’t dare to change what you have
Yet plead for thy care
Life journey started with you as friend
I could always talk to you
I could always walk with you
You would always have my care
But lately I felt something new and nice
To be truthful and to say if I dare
It’s your love, full of life and spice
I am not late in letting you know
I have, I’ve tried telling you many a time
Not by words but through many other things

Awaiting for the reciprocation which you never gave
I have liked you before but not like this

You always being beside, is like a never ending kiss.
I did feel safe to express my feelings
But it was your happiness that I sought
I always felt blue but that was until the day I saw you
Once you entered my world everything was new
Now that you know my love for you
I have nothing to express but be what you want me to be
Now I see you in a way I never saw you before
I feel you now in manner that I haven’t felt anyone
You have become a part of me

Yet I may not see you standing next to me
Let me say it again heed my voice
I have fallen in love with you
Would you help me again
To rise up and walk with you..?

You are my Happiness

You are my Happiness

They say happiness can not be seen it’s true.
I shut my eyes to see you
I see my happiness when you care
Its true love that I share
You are beautiful and wonderful
But, for me, it’s my love makes you beautiful
My love will stay unlike the beauty

What good if I grow big enough…
And can not be small when I want to be?
What if am mature and tough
And can not be childish when I need to be?
You transform me and keep me human
You inspire and refresh me my woman
Your presence makes life lively

I want to be all that you want
Not because you are all that I want
In you I found all that I missed in life
Discovery of happiness is late from my part
But thank goodness for I have discovered my heart
It’s you, who makes feel what I am
You are my life and happiness

I Love you

I love you…

I just say that I hate you
For making me so good like you
I hate you for inspiring me to be true
You know I love you..!

I just say that I hate you
For making me broadminded
And expecting me to be perfect
You know I love you..!

I just say that I hate you
For you trust me blindly
And make my life so lively
You know I love you..!

I just say that I hate you
For you understand me without my explanation
And bless my dreams and become my dream
You know I love you

I just say that I hate you
But you know that I love you
I am as crazy as your love is
For you make me a poet just like that

One Chance to Live

One Chance to Live

Life isn’t a fate’s thing
Its choice and chance
You have a chance to live
And a choice to make: live or not
In the sea, a ship sails in one direction, another in opposite
It’s not the wind that decides the direction
Its sails: how they are tied and maneuvered
Its not fate that takes you ahead in life
It is all about how you take life
And where you take it to
We have the power to make ourselves
Past is a thing of the fool if you dwell on it
If we are good today, let’s be better tomorrow
If not, let’s be good as we grow everyday
For we are to be counted for what we are
Live life as if everything is miracle.

Facts and Fiction

Facts and Fiction

So beautiful Love is
Just as beautiful as life is
But life isn’t based on love alone
Strange but true to believe. It needs much more
When in love we think that all that we think is right
And sometimes wrong even if we think right
For we are not what we are to be
And we try to be what we aren’t supposed to be
In life facts seem fictions sometimes
And fictions overtake reality many times
For angels and devils are cast in one mould

Love, if selfish would let the demon lurk under the angel in us.
We have self-seeking love and hardly true love
The world makes grave errors in judging these things

Once born, it’s up to us to grow upward or apart
For great good and great evil are born in one breast

If self centered we are, we would miss true love
And the best could be worst, as the worst could be best

Life daily is an uneven current (waters)
Let’s love truly and live lively
Dispelling the darkness to separate fact from fiction

Let’s go a long way towards calming the waters
In order to restore confidence of the loved ones

Its YOU

Its YOU

(Heart thinks and Mind feels)

Is it you…all that I wanted..?
I found in you all I ever needed Love, laughter, a pillow for my tears.
Care, concern, a friend to calm my fears
Is it you …all that I needed?

Is it you…all that I wanted..?
I tasted life in you, and all that I missed
My feelings find themselves ripe
My words meaning, and my dreams life
Is it you …all that I needed?

Is it you…all that I wanted..?
When I saw I think you were only eleven.

My heart did feel you, a child fell from Heaven
Seed of love making a place in the heart
Is it you …all that I needed?

Is it you…all that I wanted..?
Years went by and you still had that angelic smile.

When met you at the station, your cute being caught my eye
Love began to live though was getting ready to die
Is it you …all that I needed?

Is it you…all that I wanted..?
Beautiful is thy mind, and also thy heart.

Your feelings, thoughts, your dreams for life
Your presence on earth an inspiration to live my life
Is it you …all that I needed?

Is it you…all that I wanted..?
I would wait and you may not wait with me.

For life has different ways to tread
Your choice is not me, nor was destined to be
Is it you …all that I needed?

Is it you…all that I wanted..?
It’s you and only you my dear angel benign
You think it’s not me in your design..?
I would conquer Providence
To keep you happy and smiling hence

I sacrifice life, and you know not thou art my life
For you know only I am just crazy about you

Lovely Lips.

Lovely Lips

You lure me with your lips
Tempt me with your voice
You tantalize my imagination with your hips
I want them and no other choice

My mind is addicted to thy tempting lips
Such an Angel of love you are
They hold me close to thy heart as though by clips
Let that tempting be forever

I like the passion that they instigate
I love the style that they portray
I like the way them communicate
In my heart always they will stay

Tell me what to do..?

I’m tempted by your looks
I’m tempted by your smile
I’m tempted by you my friend
I don't know what to do..?

I like you so much that I lose myself
I like to be with you to cherish your smile
I'm addicted to you, I’m tempted by you
I don't know what to do..?

I love to be crazy about you
I love to be around you
I love to cuddled by you, I’m tempted by you
I don't know what to do..?

Tell me what to do..?.
You know the answer for you tempt me

When lazy mind becomes crazy

Naughtier than ever
Your cute smile
A secret between us
Let it be there all the while

Thinking ways of romance
Sitting in front of the system
Past memories… fresh thoughts
Going beyond the rules and custom

Hiding behind my crazy mind
Romantic thoughts play hide-and-seek
Just forgetting for a moment
That you are my friend…but a spicy darling

Reasons to Celebrate

Two Reasons

I have two reasons

to celebrate.....

To celebrate life and being

One is God and His Creations

Its Him that I admire constantly

Other is You, His master piece

 

Strange but True

Strange but True

I was never addicted.
I never even imagined it,
I never even dreamt
I don't know what to do.
I'm addicted to you…
Addiction is bad they say
But I feel so nice…why?

Is this addiction, love?
It’s nice to be in love, beloved
Loving and being loved…
I'm so in love with you
normal and special, it’s true.
We may not be together
For true love has no barrier

Truly alive in you
Are my romantic feelings
They never saw light until I met you
Your presence, unique joy, brings…
Calms all my fears and doubts
Lightening my weary mind
Thou are truly healing

Strange but true, I am in love…
A new feeling… true to believe

Missed You...

Miss You

I just wanna say that I missed You
Just do not ask me what and who
I was searching for someone I knew not who
Once I saw you, it was really you.

My feelings have no reasons
For they are just as crazy as I am
But the craze in life has kept me alive
I found you then why mind the reasons

You know somethings have no reasons
They are just there for a reason
My craze for you has no seasons
Its just true in and out of season

I can't search all my life nor you can

My search is complete...as I have found you
Allow me to complete your search, be mine
You will cherish my being as I do

If it's friendship that you want

Then you should make me yours
If it's sharing that you need

Come and share my world and make it yours

Come and be my friend
For everything that you need, God has blessed me with.

Let your life spread happiness...

If things happen as you wish, you are blessed
For all the happiness will be yours.
If they don't, you are the most blessed
For God is leading you in life, God is Yours

Leading life according to your will
you will search for ways to happiness.
Being lead by God, submissive to his will
You will walk on the path of happiness.

If it's loving that you want
Then first love yourself
If it's loving that you need
Share your world, share your joys